For my whole entire life, I've been verbally abused by my dad. my mom doesn't understand, and it hurts. Alot. I've been thinking of suicidal thoughts more throughout school, whilst with friends, and on the internet. On the internet and talking to friends, I always sound as if I'm happy, but I'm really not. Now as I'm typing this, I'm crying as my dad's voice rings throughout my head. "You're stupid! I always have to tell you what to do! You can't do anything for yourself!" I want to escape from this life, and just move on. I don't want to stay here on Earth anymore. and if my friends are reading this, I'm not strong as y'all would think, I'm